Wednesday, October 10, 2007

hi again!!!!

Hey guys, how u doing?? Usually, when some1 is sad/depressed/happy, he/she/... starts blogging to share the thuoghts...But, in my case, none if those are true....Its like, i am just writing to communicate my thoughts.
U know, i saw a movie named "click" recently. I liked the message which was behind the movie. Which was really very true. For those who havent seen the movie, Its like this.....There is a man, who is not happy wid his life. When, there is a choice b/w family and the work(office), he opts for working. Still, he is not a successful person in the office. He tries to figure out what's wrong wid him. Why is his life so miserable. And then, at some point, he finds a UNIVERSAL REMOTE. Using which, he can stop the time, fast forward the time etc. Now, when he finds some situation not in favour for himself, he fast forwards the time. But, the remote was so intelligent that it reads the activity of the user, it tries to learn. N, later when the same situation comes it does the operation itself without the user's command. It happened such that, whenever there was d critical situation for him, the remote fast forwards the time, sometimes for 1 year/5 year etc. The man, became a successful person in the office finally when he became an old man. But, he wasn't able to find out what happened in his life everytime the remote fast forwarded the time. He gets divorced from his wife in the fast forwarded period, his father dies. Then, the man dies at the end. The man wasn't aware of of his own life. The man rushed towards the death of himself expecting the betterment of his life. I say, slow down, no need to rush through the things.

So, i don't know, how clearly i put forward the 2.5 hrs movie in 15 lines. May be, watching the movie once will help u guys understand. But, what i learned from the movie is, v should always enjoy the present. As we grow, the life becomes complicated. So, v shud always enjoy the present. It happens that v think of future to be gr8 and wanting to finish of the present asap. Because of which v don't enjoy the present and when v land up in future, v see the reality.

Guys, i was in the college enjoying my life. When, v got placed, i was thinking like, how soon i should start working. I will earn money. Later, when i joined the training, i felt like, oh man! clg life was better...Total bindaas....Here, the dress code, the time table etc...Its boring. At the same time i was thinking like, when i will start working after finishing the training, the life wud be better. But unfotunately, the same thing happens, i feel again that training was better than this place. Btw, after finishing the training, i wasn't given any work for 2-3 day, i was feeling like, what's wrong wid these ppl? why ain't they giving any work to me. When i got the work, i feel the previous situation was better. N, this is true for most of the ppl. Ofcourse, i enjoy my life in all of these timeperiods. But, somewhere in my mind, all these things were going on.

Now, when i realized that life is not so simple. I think, "once u step up, u have more responsibility". I enjoy or to enjoy each n every moment of my life. Coz, once the time is gone its never comng back. May be, i don't have what i want. I am not what i want to be. Still, i enjoy my life to the fullest. I never complain me abt myself. I think, i am what i am, what i deserve to be, what i shud be. N, i have gained a gr8 respect for myself. I feel, once u respect urselt, everything's on its way to u. Be proud of what u r, be confident of what u r doing. Human makes mistakes. But, please try not to repeat the same mistake :D.

In the end, I am sorry guys...I am not so good in writing. Please forgive me if u think that ur time got wasted. BTW, if u think a bit, u can find out that u have learned something. like where all one can go wrong. How u shud go ahead with the writing so that other wud like etc.

Please post a comment. that wud help me a lot....

Thanx guys for reading...........

Friday, March 30, 2007

Hey, its me

Hello guys, this is the first time i am writing any blog. I always wanted to own a blog and write something, something about me, my life or the technology, i m very much attached to. I was actually clueless before, like, what should i write. Btw, i m still clueless about writing the blog which could be read by anyone. Still, i finally m doing it. So, what am i gonna write here? First of all, i am gonna talk about myself or anything related to me. Here it goes...

Hmm, as a s/w engineer, i am very much attached to technology. When i see something happening related to computer/technology, i try to know, how did it happen, what made it happen as far as possible. I always try to be logical and find logic in other's words too, bit-effect. In the end, whatever i did, i haven't been able to see myself the way i want to be seen. But, i strongly believe that, one day, i am gonna be what i want to be.

As a citizen of india, i have learned to compromise, learned to make the work done(hey, don't think in wrong way, right. I mean, sometimes u need to bribe a bit to get d work done on time. :D). Neways, seeing the bright side of india, we have got loads of intellectual people in here time by time. Now a days, when technology is what makes our country strong, our life comfortable, we have got loads of hackers, enthusiastic technical people. And i believe, these people are self-educated(College is just to get the degree). The other engineers are just like a govt. service employee, whose work is to stay in d office n do the work. Whereas, the hackers/enthusiastic technical people always try to innovate, which will make our life more comfortable. Basically, 100% comfort is the term we are trying to achieve and that's good.

Innovating/Improving/Inventing Technology is the necessity for our lives to make our life better. Globally, we have done well to achiever our goal of making our life easier and safer.

I am gonna stop writing now. I guess, there would have been many mistakes in dis verbalizing. I apologize for dat. I am gonna keep on improving myself after writing more and more. Thanks for reading.